frenemies ?

I hate this excessive girl who (I think) hate me. Well, don't worry,
I loathe you
and I guess loathe is worse than hate.

I hate this miss-congeniality-wannabe who used to be one of my clique girls who gets mad and hushing me and the other girls in my clique just because she got bad mark while we're having average score.

What a stupid thing to be mad about.

I hate this girl who join religious activity but stab her own friend by ditching the joint venture bussiness with my friend and start her own bussines but use my friend's mostly seacrh design.

Such a bitch !

And the most thing I hate today when I found out about that from my friend who got ditched by this girl is that she is not going on revenge !

Thank you.


XO.tiwi.

in the mood to be mellow

Remember how we first met ? When I first saw you in front of your classroom, you were there with your friends.

Day by day passed, I never knew your name…Until one day, you came to my class, looked nervous. And then you start talking in front my friends, asked all of us to vote for you as the next chairman.

Do you know that I vote for you ? Not just because you’re cute and handsome (in my opinion) but also because I see the leader aura in you.

Do you know how happy I am when you first called my name ? I can’t even stop smiling everytime I remember that moment.

Do you know when it comes to sport lesson, I always waiting for you pass my class on the way to bathroom ? I wish I could see you do that sport thing.

Do you know how charming you are in that white T-shirt in my birthday party ? You look handsome in every kind of clothes.

Do you know how touched I am when I find out that just because my birthday party dress code is white, you decided to buy a white T-shirt ? I found out from your bestfriend, thanks to her !

Do you know that every single messages you sent to me, I always put it in saved messages folder? Precious messages to me.

Do you know that I am crying, once when you texted me with rude words ? I don’t wanna remember that.

Remember when our teacher took your cellphone because you were caught read my text and you said,”I still have the message you sent, at 10 : 01. Nice time” ? I’m kinda shock to know that you look fine about this problem and happy to know that you’re going to save that ‘stupid’ message.

Do you know that it feels hurt everytime I remember the moment I said,”I like you” and you just ignore me ? You’re act like nothing happen between us just the day after I told you my feeling.

Do you know how I always waiting for your ‘cheer up’ messages when I am down ? It means a lot to me.

Do you know how happy I am when I saw my profile picture on your ‘featured friends’ in your friendster page ? I called my bestie and told her about that.

Do you know I always stalking your facebook page just to know what you’re up to ? Well, I am your #1 stalker, maybe.

Do you know that I always online in my YM waiting for you to online ? waiting your IM a second equals an hour for me

Do you know how glad I am when I saw my name in the same class as you ? I can’t concentrate and spent the time by looking at your face secretly.

Remember when we’re working on our yearbook project ? I always thank God for giving me the chance to see you more often.

Do you know I always talk about you to my new friends at high school? even if I know that you don’t mention my name to your new friends. at all.

Do you know how disappointed I am when my friend saw you with a girl talking closely and told me about that ? I wonder what makes you feels comfortable around her.

Remember when I said you look handsome in that black coat and you said, “of course” proudly. After that I know that you’re kinda narsisstic person ? That’s fine for me.

Do you know how I always wanted to ride your motorcycle just with you? It must be fun.

Do you know that I admire you because you keep strong eventough you have lost your father ? It’s the bitter part of your life and you’ve passed it.

Do you know how sad I am when I found out that we’re going to different high school ? I wish I could upgrade my brain capacity so I could be as smart as you

Remember when we’re having lunch together (with another guys) ? I hate the awful lightning there because I can’t take your picture clearly..

Do you know that I always come to cheer you up everytime you join a competition ? But you don't know or you don't wanna know ?

Remember when you said,”congratulation” to me when I date another guy ? I date that guy only because I wanna forget about you, but I can’t…

Do you know I feel like screaming when I know that once you have a crush on our senior ? I have to admit, I have nothing to compare with her.

Do you know how lazzy I am to go to school now that we’re in different senior high school ? That’s because : I can’t see you anymore in the morning, in the break time, or even after school.

Do you know that I always wants the best thing happen to you ? sometimes little bit of heaven or little bit of hell in your life

That’s just a tiny little part of memories I’ve been through with him. I just wanna share it with you guys because this (could be) the last post about him.

And for someone in this note : Thanks for every precious memory you gave me. Now that you’re (about to) date this girl, I wish everything will be just fine between you guys. I’m happy for you, eventhough I know that I’m not the part of your happiness.

XO.tiwi

back at school (again!)

Kapan sih aku bisa smangat ke skolah ? Maybe one day..Tapi ga tau kapan tuh one day bakal dateng.
Anyway, hari ini adalah hari pertama aku masuk skolah stelah skian lama aku libur lebaran..
Sperti biasa syndrome anak skolah tipe saya (baca : pmalas) muncul di pagi hari pertama kembali ke skolah : muka kucel, rambut amburadul, jerawat stress mau masuk skolah tumbuh, dll.
Hhh..pagi-pagi udah ribet bener. Niatnya cari baju putih abu-abu, malah ambil baju batik which is yg bakal wajib dipake slama 3 hari kedpan (1-3 okt '09).
Ambil handuk, eh air panas masih d masak (pmanas air di rumah saya udah lama rusakn jadi back to traditional way kalo mau mandi : masak air), sambil nunggu air panas, sikat gigi, cek status facebook temen-temen. Hhe, trus air panas jadi, mandi deh.
Abis itu brantem sama mommy, karna aku ngotot pake kaos kaki pink biar matching sama vans paul frank saya.
Akhirnya mommy ngalah. Hehehe.
Trus brangkat skolah deh.

Di skolah, trnyata cuman acara halal bi halal doang, syawalan gitu. Salaman sama smua guru dan smua tmen seangkatan maupun kakak-kakak kelas cewek. Yup, d skolah saya, cewek dan cowok dilarang bersentuhan.
Abis halal bi halal, pengajian sama ustad yg dari awal sampe akhir dia ngomong ga aku dengerin. C'mon ! It's my first day back at school ! Can I just talk with my friends which I haven't met for about 2 weeks ?!
Yaa bgitulah, abis pngajiannya slesei, pulang deh.

Moral of the story : I hate being back at school and left my lovely bed !

Oia,akhir-akhir ini aku lagi demen nonton FRIENDS (serial TV jaman bahuela yang ada waktu aku baru lahir) ternyata lucu banget ! Aku bisa ketawa ngakak nonton serialnya.
Tapi malesnya FRIENDS ada 10 season. Padahal, aku yang baru mulai nonton baru sampe season 1 episode 13 (padahal 1 season ada 24 episode) haduuhh, males ngejar critany sih, apalagi minggu-minggu-depannya-lagi aku udah mid semester. zzz
But that's fine. Stidaknya I've found interesting way to release the stress of being at school.

Gossip Girl yang skarang udah sampe season 3 *tapi baru sampe episode 3 juga sih* critanya bagus juga. Walopun I have to admit : ceritanya yang makin complicated ga bikin aku smakin pengen nnton tapi smakin pngen nungguin sampe season 3 slesei trus aku beli deh, edisi lengkapnya. Hehehe.
Beginilah derita anak yang di rumahnya tidak dipasangi TV kabel dikarenakan kata mommy,"nanti kamu malah makin ga blajar gara-gara nonton TV mlulu"
Bener juga sih, mngingat bakat saya sbagai TV addict.

Lhoh, kok aku malah promosi serial TV sih ?

Oops..gotta go, Homeworks waiting !

PS : postingan ini harusnya udah dipost dari hari kamis kmaren, tapi berhubung kmaren koneksinya agak error, baru skarang deh bisa posting. Jadi postingan kali ini agak out of date gitu. hehehe.


See you.

XOXO.tiwi.

the (un)important update

Hai all !

Wah, mungkin kalo ada award buat blogger paling males update, aku udah menang tuh. Maapkan saya yang absen terus-terusan ini. hehehe.

Hampir lupa : Minal aidzin wal faidzin. Mohon maap lahir dan batin yaa, temen-temen.
Atmosfer lebaran masih kerasa. Para pembantu belum pada pulang nih. Jadi harus ikutan beres-beres rumah nih. Abis makan, piringnya di cuci sendiri. Haduuhh, maleess banget ga sih ? -anak manja mode : on-

Hari ini seperti biasa bangun pagi gara-gara suara sopran mommy,”TIWWIII, AYOO BANGGUUNN, UDAH JAM 10”

Duh, jadi buka aib nih, tadi pagi bangun jam 10. hehehe. Libur gini kan wajar kalo bangun siang. Jarang-jarang lhoh di hari biasa bangun jam 10 (gila aja, di hari biasa skolah mulai jam 7.huhuhu)

Oia,kemaren malem nemenin mommy reuni SMA di Sapto Hoedoyo Art Galery. Wuiihh, para bapak-ibu yang hampir semuanya udah ubanan ini ternyata ngalahin ABG ngerumpi aja kalo udah ketemu. Dan lucunya, waktu acara foto-foto, si para bapak-ibu ini pada ngingetin satu sama lain,”Ntar fotonya di upload, trus jangan lupa tag ke facebook-ku yaa, jeng.” ckckck. Para bapak-ibu jaman skarang emang pada gaul deh.

Good food. Good place. Good friends (of my mother, of course).
Secara keseluruhan tadi malem good-good only deh. hehehe.
Duh, jadi ga sabar nungguin reuni akbar SMAnya mommyku. Kan kalo reuni akbar, semua angkatan diundang. Which is mean bisa ketemu my crush yang notabene sekarang sekolah di ex-SMAnya mommy. Hehehe.

Anyway, segitu aja yang mau aku share. Abis bingung ga ada crita, mau crita soal lebaran, aku kan ga mudik, guys. huhuhu.

Bye ! Have a nice holiday !

XOXO.tiwi.

mari berimajinasi ;)

ini khayalan tingkat tinggi banget deh. Hahaha.

Tapi gapapalah, brkhayal kan boleh-boleh aja.

So, here's my future wedding plan *malu-malu* :



1. how old are you?
15 now


2. are you single?
rite now : yes


3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
23-25. Depend on my mood. hahaha


4. do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
I'm single, so I'm not 'having' anyone rite now


5. if not, who do you want to marry?
James McAvoy ! Love him ! Okay, that's so silly.
Eum..I wanna marry someone who God send to me as my soulmate *old mode : on*

6. who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
my bestfriend and my future husband bestfriend
-eventough, there's no bridesmaid and best man in my beliefs-


7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
I want a traditional wedding which held in the garden. hahaha


8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Definitely : Prague !


9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
Eum..too many to count ? hehehe.


10. will that include your exes?
in a good term exes : ya
bad memories exes : no !

11. how many layers of cake do you want? layers of cake?
I don't really like cake. So, it depends on my family and his family opinion :)


12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
evening. A night to remember -how sweeett-

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding
Anyone Else But You by Michael Cera and Elen Page

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
hmm..as long as the food taste nice, I don't mind the way they're going to eat. hehehe.

15. champagne or red wine?
champagne, maybe ?

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after the wedding

17. money or household items?
money ! $_$

18. how many kids would you like to have?
2 is more than enough. But, we'll see. hha.

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
I prefer pictures. It lasts longer :p

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
All of my friends ! *just make sure they won't forget to send me the wedding invitation*

What's yours, guys ? Share with me :)
XOXO.tiwi.

Balada Hati Anak Klas 1 SMA

First I wanna say : MERDEKAAA !!
Happy Independence day yaa *pdahal udah lewat*! Pada ikutan lomba apa aja nih ? Hhe. Kalo ada yg mw crita monggo lhoh :)

Oia, anda skalian tau ? Saya lebih sibuk dari seorang presiden. Kurang lebih bgitulah my (routine and boring) life akhir-akhir ini berjalan. Jangan di bayangin juga sih, lebay tuh. By the way, aku mrasa diriku begonya udah sama kayak Nobita. Hellooo, can you imagine that me -a person who really not into science- dijejalin berbagai macam plajaran yang bikin muntah : matematika, kimia, dan fisika *buat yg suka sama plajaran-plajaran tersebut : no hard feelings yaa*

Jadi begini critanya : udah sebulan lebih ini aku menjadi murid kelas 1 SMA -bahasa kerennya : grade 10- . Nah slama itu pula saya mrasakan bahwa plajaran kelas 10 itu sussaahhh skalii. Serius ! Kepalaku aja slalu cekit-cekit kayak ditusuk-tusuk jarum tiap kali ada ke3 plajaran itu. Eleuh-eleuh, pusing pisan euy ! Hal ini lalu saya keluhkan pada mommy. Bgini cuplikan pmbicaraan kami :

aku : mom, plajaran klas 1 SMA tuh susaaahh.

mommy : kalo susah, yaa tanya dong, wi

aku : justru itu mom

mommy : knapa ?

aku : aku ga tau, apa yang mau di tanyain

mommy : -shock mode : on-

Ga bisa nyalahin guru(matematika, fisika, and kimia)nya juga, sih. Kan kalo misalkan waktu di skolah ga jelas, sampe rumah bisa di ulangin. Nah, aku udah nyoba cara ini, dan ujung-ujungnya, berbagai pertanyaan justru berkembang : Lhoh, ini knapa harus d bagi ? Kok yang ini dipangkat ? Knapa hasilnya segini ? dan blablabla. Kesimpulannnya : aku makin bingung :p

Udah gitu, dalam satu hari bisa ada 3-4 PR yang ditumpuk hari itu juga. Kebayang ga sih, gimana aku mau ngerti plajaran kimia kalo misalkan ada PR fisika yang aku ga ngerti trus aku kerjain waktu gurunya lagi jlasin isotop dan lain-lainnya ? Yang baca posting ini pasti bilang : “itu ga akan kejadian kalo kamu malam sblumnya udah ngerjain PR”

Nah, ini pembelaan saya : “kan aku udah bilang aku ga ngerti plajarannya dari awal, mana bisa bikin PR padahal ga ngerti ?”

haduuhh, mana aku heran : knapa plajaran-plajaran yang udah aku sebutin tadi, slalu di tmpatin di jam-jam trakhir which is aku udah dalam kondisi lemah, letih, males, ngantuk, lesu, dan laen-laen.
Ujung-ujungnya (lagi) : kalo gurunya pas ngejlasin, aku bisa ketiduran :p

Hal ini pula yang bikin aku skarang jadi pnyakitan. Gampang pusing. Gampang pilek. dan gampang berbagai penyakit lainnya. Adududuhhh.

Anyway, aku skarang les d EF (mau pamer) -itu lhoh, tmpat les bahasa inggris yang ada mbak Cinta Laura nya-. I love my teacher. He is (so) funny ! Dia dari London. Dan dia tuh ekspresif banget dan cara ngajarnya asik !

Jadi, kan tadi di klas bahas tentang film gitu. Trus dia crita, kalo dia tuh anti-sinetron banget :”When I heard someone watching TV with the music background so loud, I can conclude that he/she is watching sinetron” hahaha. Tapi emang bener juga yaa ? Kalo background musiknya kenceng banget, pasti sinetron.

Udah gitu, dia heran banget sama film horror Indonesia yang ratingnya tinggi :”For example, -name of movie- . From the title I know they’re all (the cast of the movie) are going to die. So, why I have to watch it, anyway ? I just don’t know why, Indonesian people love to made movie with the title : “Hantu kereta, hantu rambut panjang. Or in the future, they’ll make Hantu Pom Bensin.” hahahaha.

Dia lucu banget kalo ngomong pake bahasa Indonesia. Aneh kedengerannya.

Lhoh, kok kita jadi ngomongin teacherku, sih ?

Oia, bentar lagi udah mau puasa. Paling seneng deh bulan puasa, kalo pulang soalnya pasti jam 12 siang, jadi ada waktu buat bobok siang deh. Udah gitu, tiap plajaran dikurangin 10 menit. Aiihh, asyiknya ! hha.

Nah skalian aja yaa, Tiwi mau minta maap nih klo slama mosting banyak salah kata dan ada yang mnyinggung banyak pihak. Okay ?

Duh, postinganku sungguh geje (ga jlas)

Bye guys. XOXO. Tiwi.

A : a loser with no friends or B : a popular person with many friends who secretly hates you

Which one do you choose ? If there’s C : a lovable person who has many friends. I’ll choose that one. And I bet you’ll choose the same, won’t you ?

Anyway, another trouble comes. According to my (hopefully trusted) friend, it’s not a trouble. I’m the one who makes it looks like a trouble. What can I say ? I am the drama queen after all..

But then when they’re start to leave you behind : going to canteen together (without asking you), talking about the hot seniors in front of you (but then, in the middle of the story you’re start to wonder : who the hell they’re talking about ?!),
talking about a girl who date with one of your bestie’s crush. And your other bestie trying to entertain by saying: Hey ! How come they’re dating ?! She’s not even prettier than you !
The four of the girls love to talking and laughing without you (again ! For God sake!),
and when they’re talked, one of the girl said,”Guys, I put you guys on my featured friends in facebook : girl1,2,3,boy1, and boy2.
And when one of them ask : “You’re not featuring Tiwi ?”
She reply : “let’s change the subject!”
me : like I care if I’m not in your featured friends, beatch ! -actually, I do. CARE-
You’re start to realize : You’re not one of them. You’re just an outsider who trying to entering their perfect ‘inner circle’.

I feel like I don’t belong there. Not in that school. Not in that class. And not in that ‘inner circle’.
By the way, -flirty- (the girl in my last post) is really annoying ! I was talking with one of my (hopefully trusted) friend about ‘me being the outsider’ (thank God she felt the same). And when I was about to start talking, -flirty- put her butt in my seat. And I was giving her this what-the-hell-are-you-doing-in-my-chair-beatch look. And once a dumb blonde (she will always be), she didn’t understand what I’m trying to say to her. Gosh !
So, me and my friend trying to escape from -flirty- by saying : “accompany me to the restroom, please !” and we did it ! She didn’t followed us anymore.

After the plan called 'escaping from -flirty- worked. I talked to my friend about how I feel. And she said to me : “Ignore them. We’re here one big family. It isn’t good to make your own group in this class, is it ?”

Well, that’s her advice. I couldn’t agree more.

Mxit, bing, mig33, YM, MySpace, Friendster, Facebook, etc. (Can you imagine how complicated is it that every morning, I have to checked those social network just to update the latest gossip so I could start a conversation?)

Aaahh, that time has gone. Now all I have just Facebook and YM. And that still confusing sometimes. *sigh*

It happens all the time : in elementary school, in Junior High School, and now in my first year of Senior High School. I always facing the same problem : Friends.

It so hard finding a friend who really understand you and accept you for who you are, isn’ it ?

XOXO.Tiwi

je suis un survivant

Hmm..I'm not good at france, but I'm trying to. So, if you don't know what's the meaning of this post title, you may go to yahoo babelfish

Sorry If I'm dissapeared about a week. I'm too busy with school bussines. Yeah..school : the only place where you can spend almost 7 hours a day ! I mean like 7 hours ! How could you survive in a place where you have to sit in a wood chair and follow every single subject which not every single subject you like (I am so bad at grammar thing, sorry guys :D) ? Well, we all do survive, don’t we ? I mean we’re Indonesian citizens. A country where our parents teach us to care about anyone else. Everytime we said,”I hate my school : the Subjects are difficult, the skirt makes me look ugly, and I have no friends there !”

Our parents will easily said,”Dear, you should be grateful. There are many children out there who can’t go to school because their parents don’t have enough money.”

I’d like to reply : “Blame every parents who not work hard enough so their children can’t go to school !”

Thank God I’m not that cruel.

After my parents encouraging me, I’ll just narrowing my eyes, yawning, and find any interesting comic I could read.

FYI, I’m gonna talk about my school (what did you expected ? It’s the only topic I have, guys)

Below are the reasons why I'm so stressful about my school :

a. Friend (s)

I don’t mind about my classmates. They’re all friendly. Not all, actually. Maybe about 5 or 6 of them I don’t like. It’s not a big deal anyway. As long as they’re live their live and I live mine. It won’t affect a lot.
But here’s the probem start : There’s a scout activity that held every Saturday. My classmates and I already made a group ourselves. But, the seniors said that every first year students already have a group which made by them. Yes ! They cruelly blend me with another students from different classes. Every group consist of 8-9 girls from different classes. It’s kinda hard for me to adapt. Infact, they’re all too friendly. I mean : they love to laugh for every jokes (even if it’s not funny) Geez, can you imagine how ‘silent’ I am in my group ? By the way, I’m going camping this Saturday. THIS IS what makes me stressful lately. I hate being far far away from my home sweet home (I’ll make an exception if it’s traveling) ! Gosh ! Take me somewhere before Saturday !

b. Subject (s)

Math, Physics, and chemistry are difficult subject to me. But magically, my classmates thought different ! They’re all smart and thought that every ‘science program’ subject are FUN ! I don’t know why.

I have a friend named -geek- and he is so smart ! But, the big question is : how come he is so smart when every teachers explains the subjects all he did was just laughed, yawned, or even worse : borrowed my BlackBerry to update his facebook status ?!

One day, the math teacher ask us : “When I’m explaining, is it too fast for you to catch what I teach ?”

Me : Yes !
Everyone else : No !
and the teachers said,”Good. Let’s continue!”

Hellloooo ?! Didn’t she hear me said ‘YES’ loudly ?
And it happens all the time when different teachers ask the same question *sigh*

c. Bestie (s) and Dating

FYI, I have a clique (again, like what I used to have back in Junior High School). Consist of 6 girls.

By the way, I have a classmate name -flirty-
Her profile photo in Facebook is sooo trying-to-look-sexy-but-failed. Well, I’m not going to talk about her profile photo here.

My clique (except me) kinda hate her. She’s walling with 3 of popular seniors (of course they’re all boys) in my high school and 2 of my classmates (they’re boys). Whoa, isn’t she great ? And the rumor said that one of the popular seniors which my clique thought as ‘handsome’ (I don’t think he’s handsome. Well, everyone has their own type, rite?) is have a crush on her. Even my classmate ever walled her like this : “will you be my second girlfriend?”

Geez, what kind of ‘strategy’ this -flirty- girl use to attract the boys in my school ? She’s average. Not ugly but not pretty either. But one of the girl in my class said that -flirty- is a humble and nice to talking to person. That’s why every boys like her.

Based on this story, in my opinion ‘2009 boys’ likes girl who make a move first. Hmm..good for her then. But bad news for my clique (I guess)

Anyway, -my crush- and I are done. Not just done, we’re well done. It’s been a week that we haven’t texted, called or even just say ‘hi’ in facebook.

I’m not really into dating right now. I have a lot of things to do, such as : improve my English, study chemistry, Math, and Physics (Not that I want to continue my next year in ‘Science Program’. It’s just that I’m afraid if I’m having bad marks) . Hhhh..Infact, I couldn’t find my type in my school. Even my friends sad there are a lot of ‘hot’ guys in my school, I never really alert.
Whoa, too many story I’ve told you. Thanks for reading.

Wish me luck as always

XOXO.tiwi.

School, kind of awful

While writing this posting, aku lagi listening to :
The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script
Lagunya bagus banggeeettt (menurutku lhoh). Baik itu secara musik maupun lirik. Vokalisnya cakep lhoh

waktu pertama kali denger, ak kira yang nyanyi Enrique Iglesias. Eh, ternyata bukan. Abis warna suaranya mirip. Duh, sok tau ku kambuh

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the cornercause you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Romantic isn't it ? pngen deh punya cowok kayak gitu : faithfull

Anyway, enough with the chit-chat yaa.

Hari ini aku mau crita lagi nih, about my days at high school.

Duuhhh, bukan bermaksut mmbedakan teman. The problem is : aku ga biasa ngobrol sama anak-anak yg well...kinda freak. There're bunch of girls yg sukaa heboh sendiri. Tau-tau lagi ngobrol sambil ketawa atau nyeletuk somethin' yg ga lucu. Aneh deh !

Aaahhh, friends : I would so much rather have a few of good friends than a lot of fake friends. Who's with me ?

IPA ataw IPS ? Science or Social ?
Hey, life is about choices kan ?

Aku emang masih d klas 10 (klas 1 SMA) tapi teteup aja aku harus get ready buat penjurusan nanti kelas 11 (kalo naik, which is : aku yakin aku naik amieeennn)
My dad penggeeenn banget aku jadi dokter. Helloooo, aku phobia sama yang namanya darah ! Gimana bisa jadi dokter, kan ?

Dari kelas 3 SMP, aku udah tau banget klemahanku d mana : sgala ilmu yg berbasis paham (such as : math, physics, etc). Nah, klo udah tau gitu, kalian juga pasti bisa nebak aku bakal brakhir d mana kan ? Yup, Social ! I love this lesson. I don't know why. I just loveee it :)
Masalahnya, slama ini banyak banget orang yang branggapan sempit ttg IPS :
1. anak IPS biasanya ga lbih pinter dari anak-anak IPA -pleeaasee erase that stupid theory!-
2. anak IPS bakal susah dapet kerja -ga juga tuh-

Tadi siang waktu lagi plajaran kimia (baca: plajaran yg sulit nan tidak akan berpengaruh pada saya yang mau masuk IPS) :
guru : siapa yg mw msk IPA ?
smua kcuali ak : angkat tangan
ak : -membatin- bagus deh, ngurangin saingan

Lagipula, apa salahnya jadi beda ? Toh, I'm still human being. Kalo masuk IPS, aku juga bakal tetup makan nasi kok. Dan sadlynya, aku juga bakal teteup blajar matematika
Hhhh..Banyak PR nih, kayaknya sgitu aj deh yang mau aku sharing

See you guys !

Advice for today :

BEING DIFFERENT IS TOTALLY FINE !

SEMANGAAATTT !

Bye. XOXO. Tiwi.

PS : emotenya terinspirasi dari blognya (banyak emote lucu) nyetti yang lagi berjuang di SMA Padang Pasir. hahahaha.

Hal-hal menarik yang kutemukan di SMA :)

Duuhhh, tidak trasa saya sudah seminggu bersekolah d SMA yang (dulu) saya benci. Yup, skarang udah ga sebel lagi. Ternyata SMAku not bad juga kok.
Walopun teteup : si Pak satpam yang berantem sama saya blom ngajak baikan. Dia terlalu sibuk dengan hal parkir memarkir sepertinya. hahahaha.

-hal menarik #1-

Btw, aku bener-bener udah membuktikan ungkapan,"No one enjoy their first time"
Awalnya emang seeeebbbeeelll banget sama skolahku itu karna gojlokannya gila-gilaan. Menurutku sih gila-gilaan, scara SMA laen ga di suruh bawa macem-macem kayak skolahku. MOS yg 3 hari (senin-rabu) aja udah cappeekk banget, ternyata kamis-sabtu ada acara latian baris-berbaris pula (which is menggenapi MOS jadi seminggu).

Acara baris-berbaris yang (awalnya) aku kira cuman suruh hadap kanan dan kiri, jalan di tempat, istirahat atau-apalah-yang- sering-dilakukan-para-paskibraka-di-istana-negara.
Ternyata sblum latian baris-berbaris di mulai, ada hal yang please-deh terjadi pada hari rabu (shari sblum latian baris-berbaris mulai) : kita (baca : aku dan tmen-tmen sklasku) di suruh bawa lunch dan barang-barang lainnya yang praturannya :

1. menu lunch harus kompakan 1 klas (harus makanan Indonesia dan ada sayurnya)
2. dibungkus pake kertas minyak dan di alasi daun pisang
3. karet buat bungkus lunch warnanya harus sama 1 klas
4. makannya pake sendok yang suka d pake buat nasi dos warnanya (juga) harus sama 1 klas
5. bawa handuk bermerk : good morning" (serius, harus ada tulisannya 'good morning' gitu, which is bikin kakak cowok saya tertawa ngakak karna dia bilang itu handuknya tukang becak dan kenek bus --")

-hal menarik #2-

Aku skarang tau gimana caranya 'ngeksis' di skolah baruku : jadi anggota tonti (pleton inti).
Sueeerrr, kamu bakal cepet famous. Karena tugas sblum acara baris-berbaris di mulai adalah cari tanda tangan kakak-kakak kelas yang ikutan tonti, abis itu hafalin muka dan namanya. Wuiiihh, kebayang dong btapa cepatnya kamu bakal 'ngeksis' ? hehehe.

-hal menarik #3-

ada mutis (bukan muka autis, tapi muka artis) di skolah saya : MANOHARA
hahahaha. Sumpah ! Yang ini aku pengen ngakak, aku sama temenku ga bisa berhenti ngakak tiap kali liat mukanya. Secara mirip ! Cuman bedanya Manohara (rada) gendut gara-gara (katanya) di suntik, nah si Manohara gadungan gendut beneran karena emang hobi makan.
Mana kakak-kakak kelasnya tiap kali si Manohara gadungan minta tanda tangan pasti bakal nyeletuk, "Wuih, Manohara minta tanda tangan gue !"

-hal menarik #4-

Jika Aku menjadi ... (bukan acaranya trans tv)
Di kelas ada 1 cewek yang menurutku (dan sebagian tman-tman laen) alay.
duh, bingung nih mau ngasih nama smarannya siapa. Oh, CK (Cewek Kasian) aja yaa.
Ya Allah, maafkan hambamu yang cantik nan lucu (baca : aku) ini karna akan mnggosipi orang lain.

Event #1 :
One day di skolah ada acara pengajian gitu, nah menunya tuh risoles (please bilang kalian tau makanan berjudul risoles). Saya adalah anak yang ga (trlalu) suka cabe ijo. Nah, makanya aku masukin lagi cabe ijonya ke plastik.
Eh, tiba-tiba si CK memanggilku,"Tiwi, cabe kamu masih kan ? buat aku yaa."
aku,"Eh ? Oh, okay. Nih." *dgn tatapan bingung dan bodoh mmberi cabe ijo tersebut pada CK*
trus temenku komentar,"Brarti dari tadi dia emang mupeng ngeliatin cabe kamu. hahahaha"

Event #2 :
Jadwal baru udah di bagi, tapi karena blum sempet fotokopi (FYI, di skolahku, kalo mw fotokopi aja hrs ijin sama guru piket, pake surat ketrangan, trus surat ketrangannya di kasih ke satpam yang lagi tugas jaga) dan Hari Senin libur Isra' Mi'raj, aku inisiatif aja nyatetin jadawal hari Slasa di whiteboard : Ekonomi, Fisika, dll
pas lagi nulis, si CK bilang,"Kode gurunya di tulisin skalian!"
*aku : berpikir keras buat apa aku nulisin kode guru, lagipula kita butuh tau plajarannya apa suapaya bisa bawa bukunya sesuai jadwal, kan ? Masih murid baru, pasti gurunya juga bakal ngadain acara perkenalan*
CK : Kok blum d tulis, wi ?!
tmen-tmen laen : Ga usah, ga penting.
CK : ngambek, kluar klas.
Duilee, marah ni yee :p

Event #3 :
selesei nulis jadwal, rasa males fotokopi muncul (Oia, aku bendahara klas, makanya aku punya tugas fotokopi). So, aku teriak aja,"Sekretarisnya siapa sih ?"
CK : *muka melas* aku.
aku : *speechless* eum..maksut aku, sekretaris 2"
CK : *dengan gaya remaja sinetron nan lebay menunjuk-nunjuk salah satu tmen cowokku* Dia tuh ! Dia ga pernah kerja lhohhh, suruh dia dooonnnggg !"
aku dan tmen-tmen laen : *brasa kedatengan salah satu artis kpompong dari SCTV di klas*

Event #4 :
aku : *dengan smangat '45* temen-temen yang mau ikut club debat bahasa Inggris lingkarin no. presensi yaa !
tmen-tmen : *sibuk pilih ekskul*
CK : *mendatangiku* aku juga ikutan kok, yang minat cuma kita berdua.
aku : *shock dan menyesal tlah mmilih ekskul tersebut*

Event #5 :
sblum acara baris-berbaris di mulai, smua cewek udah pada ganti baju jadi kaos putih polos lengan panjang. Nah, si CK terlalu sibuk cari tanda tangan kakak-kakak kelas jadi dia blum ganti.
CK : *bingung* smua udah pada ganti yaa ? tmenin aku ganti yuk !*
smua : *sibuk sendiri, ga ada yang nanggepin ajakan dia*
tiba-tiba miracle terjadi, salah satu tmenku yang baik hati dan tidak sombong (atau blum mnyadari ke-alay-an si CK?) berkata : yuk, aku temenin.
kami smua : *mmberi salah satu tmenku yang bersedia nemenin CK ganti tatapan terima-kasih-tlah-menolong-kami*

moral of the stories : jangan membeda-bedakan teman, sadar ga sadar, pasti kalian nglakuinnya kok. makanya aku skrg lg blajar sama tmenku yang mau nemenin si CK ganti baju tadi untuk stay down to earth. hahahahaha.

-hal menarik #5-

Kalo skolah baru pasti identik sama kakak kelas baru. Nah, aku nemuin tuh kakak kelas yang mukanya jutek banget. Sampe skarang ga tau namanya siapa (ga butuh tau juga kok. hha)
Aku sama temen-temenku nyebut dia mas sensi.
Dia di bagian penggojlokan, gitu. Kalo di pikir-pikir cocok juga, secara mukanya horor. hahahaha.
kalo dateng ke klas buat patroli tata tertib, hobinya muter-muter d skitar mejaku sambil bunyi cetak-cetok gitu spatunya (dy ga pake spatu kuda lhoh yaa, dy pake spatu pantofel buat tonti)
trus, tadi waktu acara maaf-maafan antara junior-senior kan pada salaman tuh. Dia kalo sama junior yang laen pasti mukanya di liatin sambil salaman, eh giliran aku sama dia salaman, dia buang muka gitu. huft. Sombong nian !

By the way, udah mulai kangen nih sama -my crush-
huweee :((
aku seminggu ga ketemu dia lhoh. Duh, gini nih kalo naksir cowok laen skolah. huhuhu.
Dia pasti tambah cakep pake sragam SMA. Hha. Bayanganku udah ke mana-mana nih.

Okay, kayaknya cukup sgitu dulu yaa yang perlu saya critakan.

See you in my next posting. XOXO.tiwi.

I HATE MY NEW SCHOOL !

The title explains a lot, rite ?

Oh Gosh ! Tell me how can you survive in a school where all the “geeks” gather ? Well, I think you’ll be fine if you’re just the same as them : *cough* geek *cough*

But helllooo ! I’m not a geek ( nor do I ever wish I am) !

I knew I hate this building called school since the first time I’m walking into the classroom. Well, I already hate it even when I’m passed the parking lot.

No handsome boys and no beautiful girls in my new school. Maybe there are some. I mean the real school activities starts on Monday, so I haven't seen all faces of the seniors.

You should see their (read : the grade X's class assitants) appearance (forgive them fashion God, they have sinned) : No watch, no earings in every girls ear (yeah..ask me how to difference them with the boys except from the skirt), they all wear black shoes (Like BLACK! No brand and no stylish shoelaces. Yucks !), they all wearing belt in their stomach (stomach not hip or waist!), and the worst of all : They’re not friendly (Oh C’mon you already know how they act as a senior, rite ? Oh, you don’t know ? Well, let me tell you : THEY LOVE TO SCREAM) !

It feels like I’m entering the wrong school ! Oh, by the way : there are 3 securities in my new school (I guess, I mean I never really counts how many securities are there). And let me tell you : They’re all not friendly either ! Just like the seniors ! It sounds scarry, isn't it ?

The big news today : I HAVE A FIGHT WITH THE SCHOOL SECURITY !

I was talking with my friends in front of the school gate (okay, I know we’re blocking the street). Then the securities scream (See? All the people in this school lovvveee to SCREAM),” Hey ! Move ! All of you are blocking the street !”
But I was standing near the gate, so I don’t blocked the street. My friends did. Then, the securities pulling my bag ! Yeaahhh PULLING IT for GOD sake ! And put it in the school gate ! So my bag stuck on it !
So I scream (hey, they’re all teachs me well) to him : “YOU DON’T HAVE TO PULLED MY BAG (MORON) !”
He screams back : “I’VE TOLD YOU TO MOVE ! YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE BLOCKING THE STREET !”
I was trying to calm down, but since he screams back at me and made all the people there watched me as a show, I screams at him : “MY FRIENDS BLOCKING THE STREET AND NOT ME ! WHY DON’T YOU PULLED THEIR BAGS AND NOT MINE ?”
I guess he realized that he was wrong, so he move few steps back and go. And I was like : “HOW COME THIS SCHOOL PAID FOR THE STUPID SECURITY LIKE HIM?!” Well, I was just murmured it. I am not that mean (or brave?) to yelled like that.
And the seniors who watched me as a fun show were rolling there eyes and made a fun at me by saying,” O..o..she’s angry ! hahahaha.”

Great ! I guess I could be famous as soon as possible with a (not-so-glam) title : “The Girl Who Had A Fight With School Security”

Hhhhh..I’d love to bury my self right now and came out when High School’s end. Which they always said : High School Never Ends (Duh!)

XOXO.tiwi.

What Has Happened Lately

Hey, maap yaa readers aku udah lama ga mosting :D

blum sempet mosting dari kmaren gara” diriku sedang sibuk. wew, kalo kali ini beneran sibuk ! -brarti yg kmaren boongan? hhe-

Anyway, mau mulai dari mana nih, critanya ? Banyak banget lhoh, crita-crita yang blum sempat saya postingkan. hhe.

hmm..mengingat bakat saya yang pas-pasan dalam menulis crita, kalo critanya kayak puzzle yang amburadul , ga papa yaa ? :D

Okay, let’s start here.

Flashback #1 :

The Power of ‘Putih Abu-Abu’

NEM 35.45 itu menurut aku udah Alhamdulillah banget, eh, si mommy berpikir sebaliknya : my mom ketar-ketir waktu tau putrinya yang cantik nan lucu (baca: AKU) ini ga dapet NEM 37. Eleuh-eleuh..si mommy, dia pikir dapet NEM 37 itu semudah membalikkan tlapak tangan -ceilah, bahasanya !-

Pengakuanku : pemegang KMS ( Kartu Menuju Sejahtera) adalah murid-murid yang ‘beruntung’ ! Helllllooooo, dengan NEM berapapun mereka bisa masuk ke SMA manapun ! Yup, Manapun ! Mau itu SMA ga favorit maupun SMA favorit ! Haduhhh, tapi sisi ‘ga beruntungnya’ : KAMU HARUS MISKIN

Btw, aku udah dinyatakan secara resmi sebagai siswi SMA D.
Seneng ? Ga juga.
Sedih ? Lumayan.

Senengnya karena aku udah ga perlu ketar-ketir cari SMA yang mau nampung NEM ku, terjadi bedol desa dari SMPku ke SMA D : sekitar 15 anak ketrima di situ. Ow, So Sweet menghabiskan 6 taun bersama.

Sedihnya karena cita-citaku masuk SMA C tidak kesampaian di karenakan NEM saya yang ga nyukup buat masuk sana ! sial ! Kurang 0,1 aja aku udah resmi jadi murid sana (Meskipun ranking trakhir)! Huft. aku dan -my crush- terpisah ! Yup, dia berhasil masuk SMA B. Yang bikin tambah sedih, rivalku (sesama fansnya -my crush-) ternyata juga masuk di SMA B ! Aaaarrrggghhh ! Siallll !

Flashback#2 : GELLIIII ! KAKIKU DI GIGIT IKAN !
Jadi critanya, aku kemaren nonton “ICE AGE 3” di XXI (Oia, film ini wajib tonton ! LUUCCUUU BANGEETTT !). Dapet tiketnya kan jam 3, padahal masih jam setengah 1 waktu itu. Ya udah, daripada nunggu lama, aku, my sister, and Ndut pergi ke Wendy’s. Kalo makan di Wendy’s, aku pasti pesen 2 menu skaligus : mashed potato carbonara sama cheeseburger (bikin gendut, jangan di tiru yaa !)

Abis dari Wendy’s. Kita ber3 nyoba spa ikan ! Hiiihh rasanya geli tapi enak ! Pngen lagi, deh ! Cause it’s really relaxing. Wajib coba lhoh, readers ! Nih ada foto kakiku yang sedang digigiti oleh para ikan. Hihihi. Liat fotonya aja udah geli, kan ?

Flashback #3: I’m Mrs. Spock and I'm Come in Peace :(

Hadduuhh, pengennya bradaptasi sama panasnya Jogja dengan cara potong rambut. Eh, malah jadi korban salah potong ! Huweee :((

Sialnya diriku ! Waktu pertama kali liat my new haircut : I was thinking that I’m Twiggy’s twin (Teman-teman, FYI : Twiggy itu fashion icon tahun 60an)

But, my sister thought different : HAHAHAHA. Kamu kayak Mr. Spock di Star Trek !

Ada yang tau caranya menutupi kegagalan potong anda dalam waktu sminggu ? Yup, SEMINGGU ! aku lupa : tanggal 20 tuh ada acara pmbagian yearbook ! And -my crush- will be there ! OMG ! WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO ?

Yessi said : Jadi alim dadakan aja ! Cara terbaik menutupi kegagalan potong : pake jilbab sampe rambut kamu ‘bener’ lagi. (tidak di setujui oleh mommy yang notabene anggota pengajian RT-RW d rumahku, gtu deh)

Darya said : Pake topi sampe rambut kamu tumbuh dan pura-pura budeg kalo di panggil orang ! (Tidak di setujui mommy karena dia bilang : Ntar kalo budeg beneran, darya mau tanggung jawab?)

My Sister said : PD aja, you’re beautiful ! Kamu kayak Sri Mul (at), itu lhoh mentri keuangan. Moga” aja rejekinya kagak jauh beda sama Ibu Sri Mulyani. Amien (yang baca harus ikut amien !)

Btw, untuk menghibur diri, aku kemaren beli helm snoopy lucu (buat persiapan besok pas SMA kan harus naek motor)

Anyway, hari ini harusnya aku ke salah satu studio yoga gitu, tapi ga jadi gara-gara harus cari batik buat sekolah hari jumat-sabtu.

Oia, ada ide sangat brilliant yang show up d kepalaku udah beberapa minggu ini : aku mau ikut TAT (TAPAS ACCUPRESSURE TECHNIQUE) : teknik yang baru, sederhana dan efektif, yang juga memberikan rasa damai dalam hati, relaksasi, kesehatan dan pemberdayaan yang optimal hanya dalam beberapa menit saja. Teknik ini dilakukan dengan menyentuh beberapa titik akupunktur di kepala sambil menuntun perhatian Anda pada masalah yang ingin diatasi.

Dengan hati yang ikhlas damai dan pikiran yang jernih, maka berbagai pertimbangan dan pilihan hidup yang penting dapat ditempuh secara lebih bijaksana. Namun yang menjadi persoalan penting adalah ketrampilan tersebut seringkali lebih merupakan suatu konsep yang dipahami namun tidak dikuasai aplikasinya secara praktis dan efektif. Dengan TAT ini Anda dapat belajar :Melepaskan emosi negatif seketika (marah, kuatir, sedih, takut, kecewa, dll), mencapai keadaan hati yang tentram dan ikhlas, menyembuhkan aspek emosional dari penyakit fisik, menyembuhkan aspek emosional dari penyakit fisik, mengubah sistem keyakinan yang membatasi hidup, menyembuhkan luka batin dan ketegangan hati.

Nah, ampuh banget kan tuh pnjelasannya ? Ayo ikutan TAT (ceilah..promosi.hehehe)!
You might ask : knapa kamu harus ikutan TAT ?
Cause I felt depressed lately. Mungkin nervous mau masuk High School. So, I choose yoga as a problem solution. Ada yang mau nemenin ? ;)

Aahhh, another stupid story from me. Hope you enjoy it :)

XOXO. Tiwi.

The Confession of Drama Queen

Some questions which will make you think twice before you give your friends a tag called ‘besties’ :

1. Have you ever thought about what your friends might think about you ?
2. Are you sure they never talked about you behind your back ?
3. Are you sure when you cry because your world falling apart, they’ll comfort you ?
4. Are you sure they’re not rolling their eyes when you talked about your crush or your enemy ?
5. Are you sure they’re worth you call ‘besties’ ?

My answers will be :

1. Always have.
2. No, I’m not so sure.
3. Not so sure, either.
4. I have never caught them rolling their eyes, but I’m sure they’ve been done that.
5. I hope they will be.

Anyway, I have a story to tell and (I think) it has relation with the questions :
Me and my friends plan to hanging out together today. But we both haven’t decided where to go. So we’re chatting about some of the places where we use to hang out while wait for my other friend to come. Then, I saw him. -my crush- was played football with the other boys in the field right in front of us.
Suddenly, she said (I’m not really remember) : Why don’t we go to -my crush- home, hey do you know that Tiwi likes -my crush- ?
so loudly in front of my friends.
And I was like : What the hell ?!
Thank God, my friends didn’t heard what she said because they were too excited about the football game. But, one of my friend (who didn’t really excited about the football) looked surprise and said : really ?
she : Yea. Tiwi likes -my crush-
me : (nervously) no ! I’m over him.
he : -smile stupidly-

I (sort of) hate her . Start from the moment I wrote this posting.
You might ask : why now, not right after she humiliate you?
The answer is : I was going to yelled at her, but then my friend that we’ve been waiting came. I don’t want to put herself as a ‘trouble solver’ between me and this f**kin’ girl.

Then, the three of us goin’ to restaurant. And when I’m busy pickin’ the menu, the two of them were talking private. I looked at them curiosly :
me : what’s wrong, guys ?
girl #1 : no, nothing.
me : then why you guys talkin’ sooo private ?
girl #2 : let’s tell her.
girl #1 : up to you.
me : okay, I’m getting curios.
girl #1 : well, it’s not really important.
girl #2 : we’re graduate already, let’s talked about it to her.
me : *keep waiting*
girl #2 : so.. *she answer the question of mine that I almost forgot : about why some of my friends didn’t want to hang out with me anymore. She said, because they sick of me being such a drama queen*
me : Oh, okay.

At that moment, I try to calm down my self. Not to act drama queen like what my friends has just said. But then, I realized : How long have been they keeping this secret from me ? If they keeping this secret, it means : they’ve talked about me behind my back, right ? So, do they even worth called ‘besties’ ? I don’t think so.

(Maybe) to make me felt comfort, they’re changed the subject into : our future (high) school.

I wanna go to the school where I won’t meet them, my old clique, my old friends, or everyone I knew. I really wanna start this all over again. Look forward and never regret what you've done.

The weird thing is that I couldn’t say what I want to them.
Everytime they say : “I hope the three of us could entering the same high school”
It sounds fake to me. Do they really wanna go to the same school with me, the drama queen ? I bet they’ll answer : of course we do *but deep down inside, they’re true answer is : absolutely no !*

If your friends that you used to called besties, humiliate you and talked behind your back. What will you do ? Will you still call them ‘besties’ ?

I wish I could exchange my (fake) besties with -my crush-
The question is : Does he willing to be my bestfriend ?

Well, even in my last posting I said that we’re bestfriend. The thing is : we’re never really a ‘bestfriend’

We’re kinda avoiding each other. He don’t wanna hurt my feeling and I don’t wanna get hurt by him, either. Since yearbook project is done, I have no reason to text him. Probably, it’s the best for both of us : He live his life. I live mine.

Hhhhh..It feels relieve after I finish this posting. Since I have no one to talk to.

FYI, I am a drama queen. Do you have a problem with that ?

XOXO.tiwi.

Road to Senior High School

Setelah kmaren tanggal 20 juni aku dinyatakan lulus dengan NEM (Nilai Ebtanas Murni) yang menempatkan aku di urutan 35/214 satu sekolah, dan membuat aku ranking 5/36 di kelas, aku jadi sibuk milih sekolah dan ga sempet mosting -ceilah, kayak NEMnya tinggi aja ! hha-

Belum lagi aku sibuk perang opini sama my dad yang ngotot mau masukin aku di salah satu SMA Negeri level B. Halooo, kalo NEMku bisa masuk di SMA level A, knapa ga, yaa kan ?

Tapi gitu deh, my dad think that I’m vulnerable and weakling. My dad slaluuu aja punya alasan knapa aku ga boleh masuk SMA level A :

”Apa kamu bisa beradaptasi di sana ?”

”SMA sana tuh jauh, ntar energi kamu abis di jalan.”

.”Di sana anaknya pinter-pinter, kalo kamu ketinggalan, gimana ?”

Dan blablablabla lainnya.

Aku jadi sempet mikir negatif : Kok kayaknya daddy ga percaya sama potensi aku yaa ? Mommy aja percaya kok sama potensi aku, buktinya waktu aku bilang aku mau masuk di salah satu SMA level A, mommy iya-iya aja tuh. Emang sih, sebagai anak paling kecil di rumah, aku emang dapet perhatian ‘lebih’ yang bikin aku jadi kayak sekarang : ‘spoiled brat’ . Mommy minta aku blajar naik motor biar bisa mandiri. But, my dad said,”Kamu pake supir aja yaa. Kalo naik motor bahaya, ntar kalo jatuh, gimana?”
Hhhhh..Don’t know when will my dad stop treating me as daddy little girl.

Anyway, let’s change our topic !

Hari ini aku capeeekkk banget ! Keliling Dinas Pendidikan mulai dari tingkat Kota sampai Provinsi buat nambah nilai. Yup, aku kan murid berprestasi di bidang News Reading -sombong mode : on-
Tapi belum tau juga bakal nambah berapa nilaiku. Moga-moga aja dapet tambahan 0,6 biar NEMku bisa pas 9 rata-ratanya. Hhe.

Btw, nambah nilai tuh ternyata cukup ribet caranya :

1. Tadi aku harus cari guru yang ngurusin bidang nambah-nambah nilai buat minta formulir penambahan nilai.

2. Fotokopi piagam sama formulir, masing-masing 3 kali -pertamanya yang aku fotokopi 3 kali tuh cuma piagamnya doang, eh ternyata formulirnya juga perlu di legalisir. Akhirnya tadi harus lari-lari ke foto kopi depan dinas pendidikan kota-

2. Pergi ke Dinas Pendidikan tingkat provinsi. Oia, aku ke sana naik TAKSI lhoh ! Huwaaa, mommyku yang biasanya nganterin aku buat ngurus-ngurus hal beginian lagi di Cina with my dad -tadi aku nyulik salah satu juniorku buat nemenin aku legalisir : Anjaaa, thanks yaa udah mau nemenin aku seharian ini !-

3. Ngasih fotokopian piagam aja tanpa fotokopian formulir

4. Antri, nunggu di panggil buat tanda tangan

5. Ambil fotokopian piagam (1 di tinggal di sana, 2 dibalikin ke aku) trus tanda tangan

6. Pergi ke Dinas Pendidikan tingkat kota -naik taksi lagi-

7. Fotopkopi piagam lagi (mereka minta 3)

8. Ngasih fotokopian piagam sama 1 fotokopian formulir

9. Tanda tangan lagi, di kasih kertas buat ngambil berkas yang di tinggal besok -PS : aku belum tau bakal dapet tambahan nilai berapa-

10. Pulang ke sekolah numpang mobilnya temenku and nunggu di jemput nanny

Oia, tadi waktu nemenin si Anja -juniorku- ke kamar mandi, aku baru sadar kalo bentar lagi aku bakal meninggalkan SMPku : tempat aku belajar Fisika untuk pertama kalinya, gabung sama gang for the first time, remidi matematika tiap tahunnya. Hhe, ketemu sama guru-guru yang unique tapi galak juga, PDKT sama ‘my crush’ yang berakhir konyol karena sekarang kita malah jadi sahabatan, pokoknya banyak unforgettable moments di SMPku.

SMA sih, katanya masa yang paling ngangenin. Aku pernah tanya sama my sister : what is it feels like being a High School Student ?
And she said : Trust me, when you're already graduate from high school there will be feeling that makes you always wanna rewind you’re High School life. It’s FUN.

I’m going to prove it by myself.

XOXO.tiwi.

Envying HER

Will you share your spotlight ?

I won’t (again). Yup, I’ve made stupid mistake before by sharing my spotlight with my friend . And I won’t do it anymore. Well, actually we’re (me and HER) in a good terms now. But I think, our friendship are fake. I mean, I (still) envy her sometimes.

My stupid mistake begin when I was in 7th grade. I was one of the famous cliques in my grade. That time, there are 2 famous cliques (Let’s call them group A and group B *I know, it sounds silly :p). I was one of the group A. We’re as famous as group B. Let’s skip the part about this famous cliques, shall we?

And this is my favorite part : I’m turning the ugly duck into the beautiful swan. Please don’t call me Fairy Godmother. I have this nerdy girl in my school , I don’t know why I’m starting a stupid conversation with her by saying : Hi, how are you?blablablabla…
And I was surprised that she’s actually not that nerd for God sake! She’s nice and funny -at first-

So, I started to hang out with her (I’m sure you guys know what kind of activities girls always do together at school, rite?) and my girls LIKE her ! And the next day I’ve realized that she’s already taken my place. Because everybody LOVE to talk to her or talk ABOUT her :

“You know, my crush is actually –the nerdy girl- senior’s back in elementary school ! “
“-the nerdy girl- is funny !”
“-the nerdy girl- will you accompany me to go to the toilet ?”
”-the nerdy girl- said that we should try to hang out at the...”

So, I decided to stay away from my clique for a while, and -the nerdy girl- while I was away took my spotlight, she became popular than ever. AND I HATE HER SO MUCH FOR THAT, IT CONSUMES ME !

But one day, I have this trouble with one of the girl in group B. And my clique (including her) helped me. And that day when I’m facing trouble with one of the girl in group B, the war has just turns out into : Group A VS Group B

But another war was also began inside my clique : me VS -one of my girls-

It’s stupid problem (I don’t have to write it here, it’s too hurt to remember). I’m having so much troubles in school that I’m begging my mom to moved me into other school and as you guess, my mom just laughed while starring at me and said : “Do not runaway from trouble. You have to face it and solved them, Tiwi.”

So, my school’s life which at first is as beautiful as fairytale now becoming a poorytale. Group A always talked behind my back about me (that’s what I heard from everyone) and my clique ? Oh, I found out that they’re really my friend ! They support me and giving me the best advice to avoid them. Yeah, they don’t solve my problem, they just told me to avoid them because (maybe) they’re just don’t want ended like me too : facing trouble at school -place where you’ve spent your time quite a lot : 5 until 8 hours-
the question is : will you suffer for 5-8 hours ? I’m sure you’re going to answer : absolutely NO.

And then miracle happen before the holy moon for moslem people comes : we’re apologized each other. And Group A and Group B becoming one group. Yup, we’re becoming the BIGGEST clique in our school since 9th grade. My school’s life back normal, but not for -the nerdy girl-

She’s facing a big deal with -one of my girls- . Yup, -the nerdy girl- becoming backstabber : she took my friend crush! Ow..I LOVE IT! Haa, you’re totally OUT! And yeah, she’s OUT! Now, she’s tried hanging out with the girls in my class but poor her, everyone in my class already know her new reputation as backstabber : EVERYONE HATES HER. She has NO friends. Ow, what goes around, comes around, rite?

I’m back with my (new) clique and it feels weird. They’re different now. So, I decided to out of the clique (again) and reunite with -the nerdy girl-. I don’t HATE her anymore. But I envy her since now because everyone always starred curiosly and asked : “You’re alone ? Where’s -the nerdy girl- ?” Arrrggghhh! Hello, can you just stop ask about her and look at me? I’m BETTER than HER !

We’re kind of bestie right now, but I’m not sure because she also sharing her life stories with other girl. And with my self center character : I want her to be my ONLY bestie! But I have no right to ask her change into what I want her to be. So, I’m still in my therapy to decrease the self center character inside my self. Wish me luck, guys !

Oh, and the big clique? (I think) We’re still friends until now (even the fact that we don’t talk each other frequently like what it used to be)

Being teenage is not always FUN, is it ?

XOXO.Tiwi.

Sport Lesson, New friend, The Missing Photos and Queen Bee

The 7th posting ! Whoa, lucky number 7 nih :D

Halooo all :)

Hari ini aku bangun jam 7.15 a.m. trus mandi, abis mandi mengubek-ubek lemari mencari rok biru buat hari kamis ini, eh aku lupa kemaren aku masukin ke mesin cuci semua, jadi harus pake rok biru yang tidak sengaja di temukan, dan sumpah rok sialan itu : SEMPIT BANGET! Phobia gendutku muncul. Isu berat badan ini mengakibatkan aku harus menyortir baju-baju mana yang udah sempit alias ga bisa dipake lagi karena badanku menggendut (mommy mencoba menghibur dengan bilang : “kamu kan lagi masa pertumbuhan” ). Nah, abis disortir, baju-baju ini bakal di sumbangin ke orang-orang tidak mampu (wew, bahasaku!). After that, I’m ready to go to school (miss Nisrina and Yessi, yeah..Kita janjian ketemu di sekolah. Ga elit banget yaa? Hhhhh) .

Bertemu dengan cliqueku yang baru di sekolah : Darya, Nisrina, dan Yessi :)

Ngobrol-ngobrol ga jelas bareng mereka, abis itu kita ber3 menghampiri temen-temen cowok buat ngobrol-ngobrol ga jelas (lagi!) Eh, lagi seru-serunya ngobrol, aku melihat sosok yang menakutkan berbaju olahraga dan membawa stopwatch (Okay, orang yang aku maksut adalah : Pak Pri guru olahragaku tercinta yang rajiiinnn banget nagih : Pratiwi, nilai basket kamu belum ada!). Hari itu aku lagi pake rok sialan nan SEMPIT BANGET, mana mungkin dengan outfit seperti itu aku bakal dribble bola basket ga jelas di tengah kerumunan anak-anak grade 8 yang juga lagi olahraga, kan? Alhasil, saya sebagai murid yang (kurang ) baik bersembunyi di balik 3 badan-badan jumbo clique saya : yessi, darya, dan nisrina. Pas lagi ngumpet, datanglah sang destroyer sejati : Sukuma (okay, namanya kusuma, tapi aku lebih suka manggil dia gitu. hhe) yang langsung berteriak-teriak ke arah Pak Pri,” Pak, tiwi belum ambil nilai basket, lhoh! OMG, I swear : Sukuma going to pay for his (stupid) mistake someday!!! Dan akhirnya seperti sudah diduga, datanglah si guru olahraga tercintaku ini dengan berseru lantang : “Kamu jangan pulang dulu yaa, slesei ngambil nilai klas 8, saya akan ambil nilai kamu!” Well, aku cuman bisa ngangguk sambil ngelirik sinis ke Sukuma yang malah ketawa-ketawa sama pacarnya si Putri (dear Putri, knapa kau tak membelaku dan malah tertawa bersama pacar sialanmu itu? T_T)

Waktu lagi sebel-sebelnya nunggu grade 8 slesei olahraga, yessi mencetuskan ide untuk pergi aja dari sekolah buat makan atau nonton. Aku yang juga pengen banget pergi dari sekolah bersama mereka ber4 (ada 1 temen cowoknya darya yang berasal dari Purwokerto bernama Dito lagi liburan di Jogja dateng ke sekolah nyamperin Darya di sekolah *jangan bayangin dia dateng sebagai prince charming yang naik kuda putih lhoh yaa! hha) pun mencoba bernegosiasi dengan si Pak Pri :

aku : Pak, kalo ngambil nilainya besok aja gimana?
Pak Pri : Ya udah, gini aja : besok kamu bawa tanaman sama baju-baju bekas.
aku : *bingung sambil membatin dalam hati : kok tugasnya ga ada hubungannya sama olahraga?*
Pak Pri : gimana?
aku : *membatin : daripada dribble bola basket ga jelas, ga papa deh*
Pak Pri : Pratiwi dapat nilai 75 : tuntas. Besok yaa!
aku : Okay, pak! Makasih banyak yaa, pak! *senyum happy*

Akhirnya, kami pun pergi ke rumah Darya (nganterin si Dito yang mau silaturrahmi ke neneknya Darya. Eleuh-eleuh si nenek pun di embat juga! Hha *buat dito : I’m just kiddin’. Take it easy. peace ^_^V) naik mobilnya Darya di anter supirnya tercinta : Om Titot (saya, nisrina, dan yessi emang remaja ga modal : udah mempermalukan diri di depan Dito, temannya Darya dengan jokesnya yessi yang oh-my-God, maen ke rumah Darya, eh jalan-jalan juga pake supirnya Darya. To Darya : thank you so much udah mau di repotin oleh kami, terutama yessi. Lhoh?! hha)

Di rumah Darya, kita ngobrol-ngobrol ga jelas untuk ke3 kalinya sambil nganterin Dito silaturrahmi ke neneknya Darya. Abis itu, kita naik mobilnya Darya menuju Ambarukmo Plaza. Penumpang tambah 1 lagi : mommynya Darya. Dalem mobilnya Darya, kita ngobrolin soal anak-anak di kelas kita. Dan lewat obrolan-obrolan tentang anak-anak di kelas, kita ber4 (without Dito) menyadari bahwa : FOTO-FOTO KITA BER4 YANG DI PHOTOBOX (DULU) RAIB! *music dramatis : jengjengjengjeng, kalo di sinetron : kameranya bakal maju-mundur untuk menimbulkan efek ‘WOW’*

Kita pun mulai beramsumsi : jangan-jangan di bawa trouble maker junior (baca posting ke3 ku), jangan-jangan di bawa trouble maker senior, jangan-jangan di Flash disknya nisrina, jangan-jangan di bawa Dito atau neneknya Darya (Lhoh?! hha)

Penasaran di bawa siapa, kita tanya ke trouble maker junior, nah, anak 1 ini emang udah ga punya manner dari lair kali yee? d tanya baik-baik malah misuh (mengumpat dalam basa jawa) ! Tanya trouble maker senior : telpon ga di angkat. Yoweslah, kita pun (mencoba) mengikhlaskan foto-foto tersebut .

Nah, pas di Amplaz, kita misah : aku-nisrina-yessi nonton ‘Queen Bee’ di 21. Darya-Dito ga tau deh mau ke mana abis makan di Taman Sari.

Okay, here’s my ‘Queen Bee’ movie review (as you know before : aku ga bisa nulis movie review, but this time I’ll try deh. Maap yaa, kalo bahasanya amburadul. hhe)

Queen Bee :

Fashionable movie (baju-bajunya bagus). Oka Antara looks quite handsome, bener-bener : man in uniform *bener gitu ga, sih?*

Ada A-lister celebrity di film ini : Jajang C.Noer, Mathias Muchus, dan Sarah Sechan.

Well, karna saya baik hati, tidak sombong serta rajin menabung, saya tidak akan (terlalu) menghujat film ini kok, for me this movie : quite worth watchinglah because this movie boring in the beginning. Interesting in the Middle. Nice Ending.

Tapi, in my opinion film ini tepat banget di release sekarang karna bertepatan dengan waktu menjelang pemilu presiden. Yup, Mathias Muchus di film ini berperan sebagai Rahmad Siregar yang mencalonkan diri sebagai calon presiden gitu, deh.

1 hal yang aku pelajarin dari film ini : kita sebagai generasi muda harus ikutan peduli sama nasib bangsa. Kata-katanya Queen Bee ‘ngena’ banget : “generasi muda sekarang generasi manja dan bisanya cuma ngeluh”. *Setuju banget tuh, makanya mulai dari sekarang aku mau (coba) blajar mandiri deh* Wish me Luck yaa :D

Hhe. Trnyata saya emang ga berbakat nulis movie review nih, belum apa-apa udah males. Coba buka official websitenya ‘Queen Bee’ aja yaa di : http://www.queenbeethemovie.com/

Selesei nonton, yessi and nisrina nemenin aku hunting CD games di depan kasirnya Carrefour. Udah dapet gamesnya (buat cewek-cewek yang hobi ngegame, try : “Leeloo’s Talent Agency” ; “Nanny Mania” ; “Amelie’s Café” and “Cooking Academy”) malah ternyata ga punya duit, akhirnya turun ke bawah ambil duit buat beli CD games di ATM. Nah, di situ lah aku ketemu mommy yang menjemput putrinya nan lucu ini (baca : AKU) . Akhirnya, yessi-nisrina pulang . Aku gabung sama mommy beli CD games. Abis itu, mampir beli kerudung buat mommy, dari situ go to Body Shop beli body lotion, body mist, and eau de toilette (sama kayak parfume, tapi lebih tahan lama parfume kayaknya. hhe). Trus, pulang deh.

That’s all : another normal day. Nothing special *sigh*

See you in my next posting. XOXO.Tiwi

(almost) graduate :)

Heyy all :D

Duh, udah brapa hari nih, aku ga mosting d Blog? maap yaa, I’m so busy takin’ care of my school’s yearbook project.

Yearbook semakin deket deadline nih. Banyak banget bahan-bahan yang harus di cari : Sambutan Kepala Sekolah, Ucapan Trima Kasih dari para panitia (including me :D), janjian sama para guru buat foto bareng, cari lagu mars sekolah (well, walopun udah 3 taun sekolah di SMPku, saya tetap tidak hapal dengan marsnya :p), plus komentar dari junior-junior kita yang terkadang gayanya sinetron banget kalo d inget-inget, dulu aku gitu ga, yaa? hhe)

Anyway, di sekolah kok makin ga jelas yaa, kegiatannya? Hari ini aja aku pulang jam 10.50, padahal tadi brangkat jam 8.45! Saya emang ga niat sekolah! Hha. Akhirnya sambil nunggu pengumuman hari-hariku di isi dengan mengelilingi mal-mal : Ambarukmo Plaza, Saphire Square, Malioboro, and Galeria. Emang sih, katanya kita (semua murid grade 9) harus prihatin alias tidak boleh bersenang-senang dulu. Tapi mau ke mana lagi kalo bukan mengelilingi kotaku tercinta : Jogja Never Ending Asia :)

Waa, ga kerasa bentar lagi I’m going to be a senior high school student. Kalo kata my sista nih, SMA itu adalah masa-masa paling indah (bahasanya euy!). Hmm..I need to prove it, rite? hhe.
Okay, I think that’s all the info I can give you about my recent activity for today. Thanks for read it.

XOXO.Tiwi.

Diamonds are girl's bestfriend while FAT is my enemy!

Haduuhh, sekarang aku tau deh gimana rasanya takut gendut!

Guys, I weigh 49 kg!!! Yup, that’s FAT!!!

Udah lama banget aku ga nimbang berat badan. Kemaren tuh aku liat Mas Adi (my brother) nimbang berat badan abis makan ayam KFC (nimbang berat badan abis makan emang udah jadi kegiatan rutin kakak cowokku satu-satunya ini, secara dia lagi dalam program penambahan berat badan biar ga dipanggil Aming melulu sama 1 kluarga! hha) Iseng-iseng, aku ikutan. Kirain beratku masih 43 kg kayak dulu waktu trakhir nimbang (grade 8). TERNYATA : beratku udah naik 6 kg dalam 1 tahun! Oh My God! Suddenly, I felt dizzy. Jadi, selama ini apa yang orang-orang bilang (“Tiwi skarang gendutan yaa?”) bener? Aku kira itu cuman salah satu cara orang-orang buat membuka percakapan, ternyata aku emang beneran gendut, to?! Haduuuhh, jadi pusing! Tadi aku sampe bandingin berat badan sama temen-temenku dan rata-rata beratnya : 45 kg! Which is mean aku harus nurunin 3 kg! Sayangnya, rencana dietku ini tidak di dukung sama sekali oleh kluargaku (baca : mom and dad) yang malah terang-terangan bilang : “kamu itu kurang 1 kg, wi! Makan lagi aja, biar pas 50 kg!”

50 kg dari Hong Kong?! 49 kg aja aku udah dibilang gendut! Gimana kalo 50 kg? Bisa-bisa d tanyain : “Tiwi sekarang badannya kayak Okie Lukman, yaa?“
Oh God, please!

Btw, rasa sedih akan berat badanku ini baru aja terhapuskan (untuk sementara) lhoh, Guys! Soalnya, tadi abis nganterin mommy ke Pameran Berlian (akhirnya jadi juga!) di salah satu jewelry store langganannya mommy and eyang dari jaman baheula *lebay! Hha.

Wew, mata langsung fresh begitu ngeliat bracelet, ring, necklace, and pendant berlian di mana-mana. Insting berlianku (halah!) langsung alert sama bracelet super cute berbentuk bunga-bunga kecil gitu, langsung deh nanya sama mbak shop keepernya harganya berapa, dan ternyata emang sense of diamondsku tinggi. Terbukti dari harga bracelet yang aku taksir itu : 20 juta, cing! Eleuh-eleuh. Mahal nian :p

Mommy brought me a ring, lhoh! (Love you SO MUCH, mom! Sering-sering yaa! Hhe). Mommy sendiri (kayaknya) juga beli, tapi aku ga tau mommy beli apa. Secara, waktu mommy bertransaksi-ria dengan si mbak shop keeper aku sibuk Facebookan :p

Nah, abis dari jewelry store itu, aku sama mommy mampir ke Bank. Mau ngeprint buku tabungan. Abis dari Bank, mommy nganterin aku ke toko aksesoris HP, tujuannya : mau cari screen guard buat BlackBerryku. Nah, di toko aksesoris HP itulah aku ga sengaja denger lagu yang ear catchy : “Loveable” by Abdul and the coffee theory (try to listen this song, liriknya romantis!)

Nah, abis itu aku pulang deh. Eum..hari ini ga terlalu melelahkan sih (abis, terbayar dengan sebuah cincin, sih! hha)

Okay, that’s all my activity for today.
Can’t wait to tell you my next activity tomorrow :)

See you, Guys. XOXO. Tiwi.

mom-me day out and weird text from my crush

Well, akhirnya kesampean juga nonton Night At The Museum 2 ( thanks to my mom yang udah bersedia nganterin + nemenin nonton di Empire XXI! Love you, mom : always have, always will )

Wew, filmnya lucuuu bangett! Two thumbs up!
Oia, buat yang pada belum nonton, aku berbaik hati memberikan (URL) video trailernya :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQ68xGQkQXE

Btw, aku paling ga pinter kalo suruh nulis movie review. hhe. Kalo suruh cerita alias ngomong mah, aku masih lebih bisa tuh! Jadi sorry yaa, aku ga bisa cerita how's the movie going :)

Hari ini capek banget jalan-jalan sama mommy :
dari rumah-ke rumah eyang (trnyata eyangku tercinta malah lagi pergi ke penjait)-beli kamera + cetak foto" waktu liburan di Bali kemaren-nonton Night At The Museum 2 di XXI-ke SuperIndo (niatnya) beli Paparons pizza dan Buavita Jambu, eh, selesai blanja malah ketemu casing BlackBerry berwarna pink yang lucu, lalu membelinya-balik ke rumah eyang buat liat apakah eyang udah pulang (trnyata malah lagi tidur)-pulang buat makan-bersiap menuju Pameran Berlian, eh, mommy udah capek akhirnya ga jadi.

By the way, weird thing happened today :

-my crush- SMS aku tanya tentang kelanjutan yearbook.
Baru aja mau bales, tiba-tiba dia SMS aku (lagi), and you know, kali ini dengan nada marah-marah (kalo aku baca dari SMS dia yang kbanyakan menggunakan kata : sialan).
Jadi sebel!

Ya udah, walopun jengkel banget, aku teteup bales SMS pertama dia yang nanyain tentang kelanjutan yearbook ( pengen banget tanya knapa dia bisa ngirim SMS ke aku kayak gitu, tapi ya udahlah aku diemin aj), aku berharap dia bakal bilang dia udah salah kirim atau apa, tapi dia malah bilang : thx ya wi, infonya :)

Penasaran, buat siapa yaa, SMS itu? Apa beneran buat aku?
Apa aku prnah salah sama dia yaa? Secara, it's not logical at all, kalo kamu lagi suka sama seseorang, bukannya harusnya kamu akan berusaha terlihat perfect alias tidak ingin melakukan kesalahan sedikitpun? Dan aku kira kayaknya aku ga pernah nyakitin dia deh (Well, I'll try to correct my self later, then)

Hhhh..Gara-gara SMS -my crush- yang kedua, suddenly semua feeling buat -my crush- ilang! Kayak udah ga ada minat gitu. Sekarang aku malah naksir cowok bule bernama Ed Westwick (or Chuck Bass in Gossip Girl) ! hha. Wish that I'll be lucky enough to have him for just one day :D

Kayaknya segitu dulu yaa postingan hari ini.
Badan udah pada lengket gara-gara keringet nih.
Mau mandi dulu deh :)

Okay, don't forget to see my next posting, yaa!

XOXO.Tiwi.

Being Yourself and Night At The Museum 2

Hi all :)

Hari ini aku lagi rada sebel sama temenku, nih. Waktu aku bilang aku punya blog, dia langsung semangat buka blogku. Eh, beberapa menit kemudian dia telpon aku dan bilang : "Ihh, kamu sok Cinta Laura deh, blognya pake Bahasa Inggris!"
Aku : Emang Cinta Laura blognya pake Bahasa Inggris?
dy : Meneketehe. Sebel aja baca blog kamu, kan aku nggak ngerti, wi!
Aku : Oh, okay. Ntar aku fix, deh -sambil berdoa dalam hati semoga dia secara tiba-tiba pinter Bahasa Inggris (like me :p)-

Akhirnya, setelah ditegur begitu oleh temenku itu, aku memutuskan untuk menggunakan sistem bilingual : Indonesian-English.

By the way, yang mau aku omongin bukan tentang sistem bilingual yang baru aja aku tetapkan. hhe. Today, I wanna talk about : Being Yourself dan Night At The Museum 2.

Yup, pasti pada bertanya-tanya : apa hubungannya ?
Hhe. Emang ga ada hubungannya kok! 2 topik ini bakal aku bahas satu-satu.

First, we're going to talk about : being yourself

"Be Yourself" (jadilah dirimu sendiri) . Sering banget yaa, denger kata-kata itu? Tapi, artinya sendiri tuh apa sih? Well, kalo aku ngartiinnya sih : trima diri kamu apa adanya. ya. benar-benar apa adanya dan nggak ikut-ikutan. Bisa? Aku sih ga bisa, apalagi sebagai remaja (yang kata salah satu adegan di CSI di bilang gini : tindakan-tindakan remaja itu kadang ga rasional). Kalo kalian bisa : two thumbs up!

Gimana coba, caranya jadi diri sendiri ? Maksutku, sebagai remaja susah banget lhoh untuk benar-benar jadi diri sendiri.

Masa ketika temen kamu punya iPod or any kind of MP3 player kamu ga? Masa waktu temen kamu lagi punya gebetan kamu ga?

Sometimes, aku mikir : kalo aku jadi diri sendiri, aku bakal jadi beda. And being different isn't always fine.

Aku akuin : ngikutin temen-temen tuh melelahkan. Sama aja kayak lari keliling lapangan sekolahku 4 kali (ujian praktek olahraga kemaren kayak gitu, lhoh!).

For example : jamannya bikin Friendster, aku bikin Friendster. Waktu lagi jamannya mxit (please don't tell me you guys doesn't know what 'mxit' is!), aku download mxit, eh, baru 2 minggu download mxit, trendnya udah ganti jadi : YM . Giliran download YM, udah ada aplikasi baru lagi bernama : nimbuz . Haduh, trend emang ga ada abisnya. Kalo diikutin bakal capek, kalo ga diikutin bakal di cap kuper.

Kayak yang tadi udah aku bilang : kalo nggak ikut, akibatnya jadi makin berat. Lagipula, ikut-ikutan punya pacar juga nggak seberat itu kan? :D

Nah, hal ini (baca : ikut-ikutan) pula yang sekarang lagi heboh di bicarain sama temen-temen sekelasku. Yup, kelasku lagi ada masalah gitu. Gara-gara ada 1 cowok trouble maker yang ngajak salah satu temen cowokku yang dulunya cupu untuk ikutan jadi trouble maker juga. And you know what? Si cowok cupu ini dengan cepat berubah jadi trouble maker junior lhoh! Dulu, si trouble maker junior ini tuh ga begitu bad, tapi setelah ikutan jejaknya si trouble maker senior (abis bingung mau kasih nama apa. hhe), dia berubah : telat masuk kelas, nggak pernah ngerjain tugas, hobi tawuran, dan bahkan katanya si trouble maker junior ini jadi alcohol addict gitu. Ckckck. Kasian banget, tiap kali di nasehatin sama kita-kita, dia dengerin (walopun kayaknya sih, masuk-kuping-kanan-kluar-kuping-kiri), dan (pernah) janji bakal berubah. Tapi sampai sekarang dia nggak pernah nepatin janjinya tuh. Ya udahlah, kita sebagai temen-temennya juga udah pada capek ngingetin dia melulu. Only God will lead him through the RIGHT way (tumben bisa ngomong berat? hha).

Moral of the story : Choose your friends carefully and (try your best) being your self!
-walopun aku sampe sekarang masih mikir kalo si pencetus quote "be yourself" itu pasti lagi drunk waktu dia membuat quote itu-




Next topic: Night At The Museum 2

Nope, aku ga bakal ngasih movie reviewnya, kok. Aku aja belum nonton! Huuuaaaaa! :((
Pengennn banget nonton aksi kocaknya Ben Stiller!!! Tapi sampe sekarang temen-temenku pada punya agenda sendiri-sendiri, jadi nggak ada yang bisa nemenin deh.

Mommyku ga hobi nonton.
My sista sama Daddyku sibuk kerja di Jakarta.
My brother sibuk kuliah. Huft.

Ada yang mau nemenin aku nonton? ;)

Okay, I guess that's all my posting for today.
Enjoy read it. Have a nice day, Guys!!

XOXO.Tiwi.

My favorite playlist (recent tracks)

Heyyy all!! How R u today? I hope you all in a good condition. amien.
Btw, today I'm going to tell you about my favorite 15 songs in my iPod (before it broke. hha) playlist. Try to listens to all of these song (when you have a spare time).
Okay, let's check them out :

1. Signs by Bloc Party ( I don't know why I looovvveee this song, first time I've heard this song is in Gossip Girl )
2. Paparazzi by Lady GaGa ( narcisstic song, my favorite line of this song : I'm your biggest fan )
3. Fell in Love Without You by Motion City Soundtrack ( try to listen to the accoustic version one, I think it's better )
4. Miss Independent by Neyo ( Love every song that made by Neyo! )
5. Hot N Cold by Katy Perry ( boys are confusing! )
6. Hold You Down by Jennifer Lopez feat. Fat Joe ( romantic song! )
7. Crush by David Archuletta ( Sooo teenage! hha. )
8. Better In Time by Leona Lewis ( perfect song to cure your broken heart )
9. Walk Away by Paula Deanda ( listen this when you're missed your ex-boyfriend )
10. Piano Song by Meiko ( cute song taken from the OST of movie called "Penelope" )
11. Sempurna by Andra and The Backbone ( everlasting song! )
12. Anywhere But Here by Hilary Duff ( I'm Hilary's fan, so..I love every song in her album :D )
13. Adelaide Sky by Adhitia Sofyan ( song for a homesick person )
14. Perhaps Love by Various artists ( I don't know whose song is this, I don't even understand the language, because it use Korean language! But still, love the song!)
15. Be My Wife by Tangga ( Wish that someone will propose me while singing this song in the future! hha)

See you in my next posting, Guys!

Have a nice day. XOXO. tiwi.

introducing : my self

Hohohoho. This is my first posting.

I’d like to introduce my self..Hello world!! My name is Tiwi. I’m 15 years old. I have one brother and one sister. I have an ordinary parents. They are awesome (well, sometimes when they're in a GOOD mood)

As a Junior High School Student in my senior year (I'm in 9th grade) , all I can do (for) now is : PRAYING. Yup, because the final exam already passed, an i'm very nervous to see my result that will announce in 20th June. Wish me luck, Guys :)

My life is fine. But my SCHOOL life (sometimes) Sucks! Bad mark, troubles with friends, difficult subject, annoying teacher, well, you name it :D

Friends? Hmm..I have many friends with different characters. With their various characters, I learn a lot from them how to accept difference. I'll tell you more about them later.

By the way, I’d love to tell you about my recent activity. I’m joining the yearbook committee in my school. And from this activity, I've met my crush -blushing-

Okay, I guess that's all my posting for today.
Thanks for reading :)

Bye all. XOXO. tiwi.