Balada Hati Anak Klas 1 SMA

First I wanna say : MERDEKAAA !!
Happy Independence day yaa *pdahal udah lewat*! Pada ikutan lomba apa aja nih ? Hhe. Kalo ada yg mw crita monggo lhoh :)

Oia, anda skalian tau ? Saya lebih sibuk dari seorang presiden. Kurang lebih bgitulah my (routine and boring) life akhir-akhir ini berjalan. Jangan di bayangin juga sih, lebay tuh. By the way, aku mrasa diriku begonya udah sama kayak Nobita. Hellooo, can you imagine that me -a person who really not into science- dijejalin berbagai macam plajaran yang bikin muntah : matematika, kimia, dan fisika *buat yg suka sama plajaran-plajaran tersebut : no hard feelings yaa*

Jadi begini critanya : udah sebulan lebih ini aku menjadi murid kelas 1 SMA -bahasa kerennya : grade 10- . Nah slama itu pula saya mrasakan bahwa plajaran kelas 10 itu sussaahhh skalii. Serius ! Kepalaku aja slalu cekit-cekit kayak ditusuk-tusuk jarum tiap kali ada ke3 plajaran itu. Eleuh-eleuh, pusing pisan euy ! Hal ini lalu saya keluhkan pada mommy. Bgini cuplikan pmbicaraan kami :

aku : mom, plajaran klas 1 SMA tuh susaaahh.

mommy : kalo susah, yaa tanya dong, wi

aku : justru itu mom

mommy : knapa ?

aku : aku ga tau, apa yang mau di tanyain

mommy : -shock mode : on-

Ga bisa nyalahin guru(matematika, fisika, and kimia)nya juga, sih. Kan kalo misalkan waktu di skolah ga jelas, sampe rumah bisa di ulangin. Nah, aku udah nyoba cara ini, dan ujung-ujungnya, berbagai pertanyaan justru berkembang : Lhoh, ini knapa harus d bagi ? Kok yang ini dipangkat ? Knapa hasilnya segini ? dan blablabla. Kesimpulannnya : aku makin bingung :p

Udah gitu, dalam satu hari bisa ada 3-4 PR yang ditumpuk hari itu juga. Kebayang ga sih, gimana aku mau ngerti plajaran kimia kalo misalkan ada PR fisika yang aku ga ngerti trus aku kerjain waktu gurunya lagi jlasin isotop dan lain-lainnya ? Yang baca posting ini pasti bilang : “itu ga akan kejadian kalo kamu malam sblumnya udah ngerjain PR”

Nah, ini pembelaan saya : “kan aku udah bilang aku ga ngerti plajarannya dari awal, mana bisa bikin PR padahal ga ngerti ?”

haduuhh, mana aku heran : knapa plajaran-plajaran yang udah aku sebutin tadi, slalu di tmpatin di jam-jam trakhir which is aku udah dalam kondisi lemah, letih, males, ngantuk, lesu, dan laen-laen.
Ujung-ujungnya (lagi) : kalo gurunya pas ngejlasin, aku bisa ketiduran :p

Hal ini pula yang bikin aku skarang jadi pnyakitan. Gampang pusing. Gampang pilek. dan gampang berbagai penyakit lainnya. Adududuhhh.

Anyway, aku skarang les d EF (mau pamer) -itu lhoh, tmpat les bahasa inggris yang ada mbak Cinta Laura nya-. I love my teacher. He is (so) funny ! Dia dari London. Dan dia tuh ekspresif banget dan cara ngajarnya asik !

Jadi, kan tadi di klas bahas tentang film gitu. Trus dia crita, kalo dia tuh anti-sinetron banget :”When I heard someone watching TV with the music background so loud, I can conclude that he/she is watching sinetron” hahaha. Tapi emang bener juga yaa ? Kalo background musiknya kenceng banget, pasti sinetron.

Udah gitu, dia heran banget sama film horror Indonesia yang ratingnya tinggi :”For example, -name of movie- . From the title I know they’re all (the cast of the movie) are going to die. So, why I have to watch it, anyway ? I just don’t know why, Indonesian people love to made movie with the title : “Hantu kereta, hantu rambut panjang. Or in the future, they’ll make Hantu Pom Bensin.” hahahaha.

Dia lucu banget kalo ngomong pake bahasa Indonesia. Aneh kedengerannya.

Lhoh, kok kita jadi ngomongin teacherku, sih ?

Oia, bentar lagi udah mau puasa. Paling seneng deh bulan puasa, kalo pulang soalnya pasti jam 12 siang, jadi ada waktu buat bobok siang deh. Udah gitu, tiap plajaran dikurangin 10 menit. Aiihh, asyiknya ! hha.

Nah skalian aja yaa, Tiwi mau minta maap nih klo slama mosting banyak salah kata dan ada yang mnyinggung banyak pihak. Okay ?

Duh, postinganku sungguh geje (ga jlas)

Bye guys. XOXO. Tiwi.

A : a loser with no friends or B : a popular person with many friends who secretly hates you

Which one do you choose ? If there’s C : a lovable person who has many friends. I’ll choose that one. And I bet you’ll choose the same, won’t you ?

Anyway, another trouble comes. According to my (hopefully trusted) friend, it’s not a trouble. I’m the one who makes it looks like a trouble. What can I say ? I am the drama queen after all..

But then when they’re start to leave you behind : going to canteen together (without asking you), talking about the hot seniors in front of you (but then, in the middle of the story you’re start to wonder : who the hell they’re talking about ?!),
talking about a girl who date with one of your bestie’s crush. And your other bestie trying to entertain by saying: Hey ! How come they’re dating ?! She’s not even prettier than you !
The four of the girls love to talking and laughing without you (again ! For God sake!),
and when they’re talked, one of the girl said,”Guys, I put you guys on my featured friends in facebook : girl1,2,3,boy1, and boy2.
And when one of them ask : “You’re not featuring Tiwi ?”
She reply : “let’s change the subject!”
me : like I care if I’m not in your featured friends, beatch ! -actually, I do. CARE-
You’re start to realize : You’re not one of them. You’re just an outsider who trying to entering their perfect ‘inner circle’.

I feel like I don’t belong there. Not in that school. Not in that class. And not in that ‘inner circle’.
By the way, -flirty- (the girl in my last post) is really annoying ! I was talking with one of my (hopefully trusted) friend about ‘me being the outsider’ (thank God she felt the same). And when I was about to start talking, -flirty- put her butt in my seat. And I was giving her this what-the-hell-are-you-doing-in-my-chair-beatch look. And once a dumb blonde (she will always be), she didn’t understand what I’m trying to say to her. Gosh !
So, me and my friend trying to escape from -flirty- by saying : “accompany me to the restroom, please !” and we did it ! She didn’t followed us anymore.

After the plan called 'escaping from -flirty- worked. I talked to my friend about how I feel. And she said to me : “Ignore them. We’re here one big family. It isn’t good to make your own group in this class, is it ?”

Well, that’s her advice. I couldn’t agree more.

Mxit, bing, mig33, YM, MySpace, Friendster, Facebook, etc. (Can you imagine how complicated is it that every morning, I have to checked those social network just to update the latest gossip so I could start a conversation?)

Aaahh, that time has gone. Now all I have just Facebook and YM. And that still confusing sometimes. *sigh*

It happens all the time : in elementary school, in Junior High School, and now in my first year of Senior High School. I always facing the same problem : Friends.

It so hard finding a friend who really understand you and accept you for who you are, isn’ it ?

XOXO.Tiwi

je suis un survivant

Hmm..I'm not good at france, but I'm trying to. So, if you don't know what's the meaning of this post title, you may go to yahoo babelfish

Sorry If I'm dissapeared about a week. I'm too busy with school bussines. Yeah..school : the only place where you can spend almost 7 hours a day ! I mean like 7 hours ! How could you survive in a place where you have to sit in a wood chair and follow every single subject which not every single subject you like (I am so bad at grammar thing, sorry guys :D) ? Well, we all do survive, don’t we ? I mean we’re Indonesian citizens. A country where our parents teach us to care about anyone else. Everytime we said,”I hate my school : the Subjects are difficult, the skirt makes me look ugly, and I have no friends there !”

Our parents will easily said,”Dear, you should be grateful. There are many children out there who can’t go to school because their parents don’t have enough money.”

I’d like to reply : “Blame every parents who not work hard enough so their children can’t go to school !”

Thank God I’m not that cruel.

After my parents encouraging me, I’ll just narrowing my eyes, yawning, and find any interesting comic I could read.

FYI, I’m gonna talk about my school (what did you expected ? It’s the only topic I have, guys)

Below are the reasons why I'm so stressful about my school :

a. Friend (s)

I don’t mind about my classmates. They’re all friendly. Not all, actually. Maybe about 5 or 6 of them I don’t like. It’s not a big deal anyway. As long as they’re live their live and I live mine. It won’t affect a lot.
But here’s the probem start : There’s a scout activity that held every Saturday. My classmates and I already made a group ourselves. But, the seniors said that every first year students already have a group which made by them. Yes ! They cruelly blend me with another students from different classes. Every group consist of 8-9 girls from different classes. It’s kinda hard for me to adapt. Infact, they’re all too friendly. I mean : they love to laugh for every jokes (even if it’s not funny) Geez, can you imagine how ‘silent’ I am in my group ? By the way, I’m going camping this Saturday. THIS IS what makes me stressful lately. I hate being far far away from my home sweet home (I’ll make an exception if it’s traveling) ! Gosh ! Take me somewhere before Saturday !

b. Subject (s)

Math, Physics, and chemistry are difficult subject to me. But magically, my classmates thought different ! They’re all smart and thought that every ‘science program’ subject are FUN ! I don’t know why.

I have a friend named -geek- and he is so smart ! But, the big question is : how come he is so smart when every teachers explains the subjects all he did was just laughed, yawned, or even worse : borrowed my BlackBerry to update his facebook status ?!

One day, the math teacher ask us : “When I’m explaining, is it too fast for you to catch what I teach ?”

Me : Yes !
Everyone else : No !
and the teachers said,”Good. Let’s continue!”

Hellloooo ?! Didn’t she hear me said ‘YES’ loudly ?
And it happens all the time when different teachers ask the same question *sigh*

c. Bestie (s) and Dating

FYI, I have a clique (again, like what I used to have back in Junior High School). Consist of 6 girls.

By the way, I have a classmate name -flirty-
Her profile photo in Facebook is sooo trying-to-look-sexy-but-failed. Well, I’m not going to talk about her profile photo here.

My clique (except me) kinda hate her. She’s walling with 3 of popular seniors (of course they’re all boys) in my high school and 2 of my classmates (they’re boys). Whoa, isn’t she great ? And the rumor said that one of the popular seniors which my clique thought as ‘handsome’ (I don’t think he’s handsome. Well, everyone has their own type, rite?) is have a crush on her. Even my classmate ever walled her like this : “will you be my second girlfriend?”

Geez, what kind of ‘strategy’ this -flirty- girl use to attract the boys in my school ? She’s average. Not ugly but not pretty either. But one of the girl in my class said that -flirty- is a humble and nice to talking to person. That’s why every boys like her.

Based on this story, in my opinion ‘2009 boys’ likes girl who make a move first. Hmm..good for her then. But bad news for my clique (I guess)

Anyway, -my crush- and I are done. Not just done, we’re well done. It’s been a week that we haven’t texted, called or even just say ‘hi’ in facebook.

I’m not really into dating right now. I have a lot of things to do, such as : improve my English, study chemistry, Math, and Physics (Not that I want to continue my next year in ‘Science Program’. It’s just that I’m afraid if I’m having bad marks) . Hhhh..Infact, I couldn’t find my type in my school. Even my friends sad there are a lot of ‘hot’ guys in my school, I never really alert.
Whoa, too many story I’ve told you. Thanks for reading.

Wish me luck as always

XOXO.tiwi.