Remember how we first met ? When I first saw you in front of your classroom, you were there with your friends.
Day by day passed, I never knew your name…Until one day, you came to my class, looked nervous. And then you start talking in front my friends, asked all of us to vote for you as the next chairman.
Do you know that I vote for you ? Not just because you’re cute and handsome (in my opinion) but also because I see the leader aura in you.
Do you know how happy I am when you first called my name ? I can’t even stop smiling everytime I remember that moment.
Do you know when it comes to sport lesson, I always waiting for you pass my class on the way to bathroom ? I wish I could see you do that sport thing.
Do you know how charming you are in that white T-shirt in my birthday party ? You look handsome in every kind of clothes.
Do you know how touched I am when I find out that just because my birthday party dress code is white, you decided to buy a white T-shirt ? I found out from your bestfriend, thanks to her !
Do you know that every single messages you sent to me, I always put it in saved messages folder? Precious messages to me.
Do you know that I am crying, once when you texted me with rude words ? I don’t wanna remember that.
Remember when our teacher took your cellphone because you were caught read my text and you said,”I still have the message you sent, at 10 : 01. Nice time” ? I’m kinda shock to know that you look fine about this problem and happy to know that you’re going to save that ‘stupid’ message.
Do you know that it feels hurt everytime I remember the moment I said,”I like you” and you just ignore me ? You’re act like nothing happen between us just the day after I told you my feeling.
Do you know how I always waiting for your ‘cheer up’ messages when I am down ? It means a lot to me.
Do you know how happy I am when I saw my profile picture on your ‘featured friends’ in your friendster page ? I called my bestie and told her about that.
Do you know I always stalking your facebook page just to know what you’re up to ? Well, I am your #1 stalker, maybe.
Do you know that I always online in my YM waiting for you to online ? waiting your IM a second equals an hour for me
Do you know how glad I am when I saw my name in the same class as you ? I can’t concentrate and spent the time by looking at your face secretly.
Remember when we’re working on our yearbook project ? I always thank God for giving me the chance to see you more often.
Do you know I always talk about you to my new friends at high school? even if I know that you don’t mention my name to your new friends. at all.
Do you know how disappointed I am when my friend saw you with a girl talking closely and told me about that ? I wonder what makes you feels comfortable around her.
Remember when I said you look handsome in that black coat and you said, “of course” proudly. After that I know that you’re kinda narsisstic person ? That’s fine for me.
Do you know how I always wanted to ride your motorcycle just with you? It must be fun.
Do you know that I admire you because you keep strong eventough you have lost your father ? It’s the bitter part of your life and you’ve passed it.
Do you know how sad I am when I found out that we’re going to different high school ? I wish I could upgrade my brain capacity so I could be as smart as you
Remember when we’re having lunch together (with another guys) ? I hate the awful lightning there because I can’t take your picture clearly..
Do you know that I always come to cheer you up everytime you join a competition ? But you don't know or you don't wanna know ?
Remember when you said,”congratulation” to me when I date another guy ? I date that guy only because I wanna forget about you, but I can’t…
Do you know I feel like screaming when I know that once you have a crush on our senior ? I have to admit, I have nothing to compare with her.
Do you know how lazzy I am to go to school now that we’re in different senior high school ? That’s because : I can’t see you anymore in the morning, in the break time, or even after school.
Do you know that I always wants the best thing happen to you ? sometimes little bit of heaven or little bit of hell in your life
That’s just a tiny little part of memories I’ve been through with him. I just wanna share it with you guys because this (could be) the last post about him.
And for someone in this note : Thanks for every precious memory you gave me. Now that you’re (about to) date this girl, I wish everything will be just fine between you guys. I’m happy for you, eventhough I know that I’m not the part of your happiness.
XO.tiwi
